Tuesday, October 4, 2011

True Love Lasts Forever


Love is an endless flow of passion
No one can feel it but you
No matter how many people say "I know how you feel"

They think they know but they have no idea
The wonders of falling in love with that special someone
The feeling you get when they tell you they love you

Once you've fallen in love you can't get back out
Like a ring that's too small for your finger
But you put it on anyway
It doesn't come off unless you break it

But if it's real silver it won't break
And if it's true love
It will never end.

Your smile, My everything


J0 lafzOn se tUne bUna hai
wOh haseen pyaar ka silsila hai ~``
tU hassa to ye aalam hassa hai~``..

One Day I Will Be All Yours

You didn't live to see my face
And I wonder what you were like
You would've been a few years older
But you didn't get to live a life

I didn't get to meet you
Because you had a disease from birth
I wasn't even born
When you were taken off the earth

I didn't get to learn who you were
Don't know if you were gonna be smart
But even though you are in heaven
You hold a big chunk of my heart

I think about you each day
When I wake up and go to sleep
And though we have no memories
My thoughts about you, I keep

I would've loved to meet you
But I know that that won't happen
I guess I'll just have to wait
Until I meet you in heaven ..

Will You Hold Me If I Fall ?


Throughout the years
I have come to see
you've been the one
whose supported me

You've been my shoulder
when I needed to cry
You've been my motivator
when I forgot to try

You've been the one
to hold me close
You've held my chin up
when I needed it most

Of all the things
that I have seen
I know you're the one
on which I can lean

All these years
you've been my friend
Your hand to me
is what you lent

I've always thought
of me and you
as a friendship that
is more than true

Now I know
what I failed to see
More than just friends
is what's meant to be

I am sorry that
it took so long
but please understand
I'm scared to be wrong

The fear itself
is starting to fade
now that a new
relationship's been made

Everything I want
is everything you are
Tue love and happiness
is not that far..

Reality of NoBoDy


When you left me crying alone
I feel i am a N0b0dy
When God doesn't want to hear me
He proved I am a N0b0dy

When i strive to be Somebody
In the end I turn out to be N0b0dy
When i breathe out the fire
It is the smell of N0b0dy



When i want to burn my existence
Since my life is of Nobody
When my love is not with me
She considered me a NOb0dy

When i feel lonely in a crowd
That's because I am N0bOdy
When my prayers are not answered
Because it's the prayers of N0B0Dy

Monday, August 31, 2009

I Was A Fool For You


I don't know when my laughter turned to tears,
When my joys became my fears,
when one touch and you'd be gone,
and I'd be standing all alone.
I laughed till I cried,
I knew, but still I tried,
To make a place in your life.

You walked away without a word,
you neither saw nor heard
The love I tried to prove
The way my life, around you moved.
I don't know how long I cried
and wished that I had died.

And how my body ached for you,
And how you ignored my love so true.
So, I'm standing all alone again,
Wiping the tears that always begin,
Every day and every night
and every silent moment of my life ,
Whenever I think of the many ways
I was a fool for you.

Undying Love(♥) I Feel For You.


If what they say are true,
That time heals a broken heart.
Then tell me why it's taking so long
for the healing to start?

I've tried so hard to fight this feelings,
I have deep in side for you.
While telling my self each day,
I must, I must start anew.

I know I should move on,
and accept that you are gone.
But that is so darn hard to do
Cause i'm still deeply in love with you.

Tomorrow i'll again try to forget you,
I pray to God i'll do.
But for today I cannot seem to let go,
Of this undying love I feel for you.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

I hAvE tO bE sTrOnG...


Are wise words lingering me?
Telling me what’s right & wrong
But this heart of mine refuses
And prevents me from being strong

Despite of being captured in love
Considering this state of mind
Wondering why my love is so deep
As deep that makes me blind

There’s this hidden feeling
That always left me unknown
Not sparing this soft heart of mine
The day when this heart is blown

Struggling & battling my own tears
Those kill me slowly inside
Revealing the shocking truth
Bitter to swallow how much I tried

Love pains yet I love again
Hoping this grief will go away
Realizing I’ve lost nothing
When you show me a way

Ur TeArS aChEs...


Naivety or purity don’t exist
In this vast fake world
Searching for my identity
S’times replaced by cruel role

Pretending all is fine
While dying inside me
Struggling to see you in joy
Murdering myself for you freely

Never will I reveal out
The pain subsided in me
The aches will not affect
To see the happiness in thee

Haunted brutally by your lies
You thought unknown by me
But those become less important
Seeing your tears sad & salty

WiLl U cRy FoR mE?


Each time you kill me alive
On hearing your painful snobs
The loneliness in your words
Make me lose all hopes

The love I have for you
Isn’t it visible to you?
Willing to walk on fire
Willing to cross seven seas too

The value of a lover in me
Is now so vague for you
When you see my empty chair
You will not have a clue

Only one thing I want from you
Is my love to get in return…
Same wish I have from first day
Will you cry for me on your own?

SeNdS fRoM aBoVe...


My passion and addiction
No drug can make me spin
To accelerate my dreams alive
The day my love brightly shines

The universe I live in
Cold wanting you to hold
If you drop me like a hot coal
The love I store will turn me into gold

The air I inhale everyday
Has the molecules called love
The love composed by you
Forming my entire body thru’

The world will come to standstill
When you see this love
Love that I truly worship
The sign God sends from above

My LoVe Is MoRe ImPoRtAnT...


The moment i set my eyes
Nothing seems alright
I see you when they shut
Even when they are bright

My feelings are drilled so deep
Your voice lingers when I sleep
My breathe counts inch by inch
To match my dreams exist within

My feelings can only speak true
Trusting you as much as you do
They meant nothing but the fact
The simple statement of I love you

The faith I have in God differs today
He seems to know what I have gone thru
Thinking that I’m the soul he hates
Bringing you to me, He changed my fate!

UnSaId FeElInGs...


Unsaid feelings, deep in my heart
Dunno how to end or where to start
Each time I wanna let the words out
It seals my mouth to where about

Unsaid feelings, deep in my heart
Piercing me deep, like a sharp dart
It traps me shut, in this prison
Wanting to express, words had not risen

Who cares if I exist anywhere?
Why would they search when you don’t care?
Cruel abuses are those I always fear
The reason behind my lonely tears

Maybe if I die, it would end all pain
Living on this earth is driving me insane
My sorrows and grieves, vaster than the sea
The only thing left is your sweet memories

BrOkEn WiNgS...


Becareful, I’m still broken !
Also in hurt, where there’s no end.
Victim of many lies on me bestowed
Nightmarish demons to me they bowed

Why this happens, I sincerely wonder
Not a single question, I stopped to ponder
But bottom of my heart has the answer
I tried to reach, but it always wanders

To be strong, is what I want
To roll back the time, is what I wish
There’s no value in what I do
The only result, is this great mess

Seeking help from others, is not worthy
Everything is fake, many things are filthy
Continue to battle alone in my darkness
Against the demons, who gripped my chest

I MiSs YoU...aNd mIsS u ...



(A gift...)
I miss you
It's all I have to say
You're missing
I thought it better that way

But it kills me
And I can't fight this reliance
I'm drowning here
Amid this sick, strange silence

I need you
To tell you what I feel
To hear you
And remember what is real

When we said nothing
But it said so much
When we ran away
To get in touch

I feel you here
So lost inside me
I need you now
Or I'll fall apart completely

I miss myself
That piece you still hold
This space is hollow
Leaves me so cold

I can't forget you
I never will
The way you changed me
Because I miss you still...

KiLl Me...


Can’t you see my heart bleeds?
By the crush of your words
As many times you repeat
Because You feel I’m not worth

The soft and innocent heart of mine
Is now frozen like cold ice
The fear you see inside
Is same as yours when you realized

Do kill me by your hands
Alive, I don’t seem to succeed
The destinations that I reached
Is not right coz I bleed!!

Now it’s all up to you to decide
Which direction should I hide?
The twinkling stars above will guide
And bring me straight to your side!

My SaCrIfIcE...


At every sunset my tears flow
Bearing in mind the days that go
Without you to sing lullaby
Not worth to watch the sunrise

No glory from paradise’s light
Will ever open my eyes
My feelings sleep in yellow horizons
My memories know no darkness in the nights

Never let down my desires
Never will they doom my day
Your only thoughts accompanies
Looking forward to you what may!

Yet my spirit forever raises high
As the rays of hope deepen my sighs
Waiting for the call of heaven
Where for you my life would end

QuIt PlAyInG gAmEs WiTh My HeArT...


The voice in my heart says
My love is unreciprocated
The silent form of my soul displays
My love is never understood

If my life has a reverse button
I would press it a thousand times
Helas! Life has no such thing
To not claim you as mine!

I wonder if I was a toy
Entertaining you non-stop
But this toy has a heart
That you keep tearing apart

Helpless I’m this side
Except keep on loving you
Almighty is my only savior
For He knows my love is true!

ThE gOlDeN mEmOrIeS...


Confided you my heart
The empty destination
It has never been used
Since its lonely hibernation

Wherever I am in this universe
My love will remain the same
No storm can fade it out
No one can remove its name

Met you under the moonlight
Known you under this twilight
Love you by my own right
Worship you by my insight

The golden memories we hold
Where unknown future was told
Forever & ever my love unfold
Thousand tales passed by untold

U aRe ThE rEaSoN...


When do i feel right?
When you kissed me tight
When do I sleep blissful at night?
When your love take away my fright

Why do I realize I’m feeling down?
When you play with my heart around!
What use could it bring to you?
When it is already broken with no sound

I turn helpless when think of this!
There’s nothing I can do
Wanting to make the wrong seems right
But nothing seems to pass through

I seem to be missing you
Coz the love inside me grows
But just to see your happy face
I’m ready now to let you go

He HoLdS hEr...


Clinging to him like a child
Tightly fearing she will fall
Scared to ever lose him
Her heart flies at every call

Though someone claims her
This he always knew
But what he meant to her
He does not know that it is true

Finding tough to open up
His feelings he cannot show
Leaving her in mere darkness
Don’t know where to place her fingers so

Near in hearts tho’ miles apart
Hand in hand in wild imaginations
Protecting her from all her pains
Saying his love is never a game

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

WiLl He FeEl ThE sAmE?


Once upon a time long ago
This girl fell secretly in love
Dreaming all her whims & fancies
Worshipping this angel sent from above

Everything goes by unaware
Even he did not understand
That she literally worships him
Hope one day he’d ask her hand

All confused every second
Except when spending with him
The moments of her ecstasy
With happy tears all become dim

Her only desire in life
Is to reveal her aim
And her waiting forever
He should feel the same

ThE lOvE iNsIdE mY hEaRt...


Though seven seas seperate us,
And distance keeps us apart
Will there be a change?
The love inside my heart

I survive every second for you
Every minute of the day.
And you’re always with me
In at least a thousand ways

Whether it be a thought
Or a moment that we’ve shared
No matter what happens
I'm always over there

When i close down my eyes
You here at my side
One thing you should know
My love exists to abide.

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

DoN't MaKe Me CrY...


Whenever i am alone
With no one, on my own
Bitter tears flow from me
Makes my heart brutally torn

No soul to hear me out
Difficult to speak about
All my friends who are there
None exists when I’m without

Living in this fake world
Juggling me in twist n twirl
Stamping me feet after feet
Painfully I have to go on

All the love I have for you
Paid no heed by you, my pie
Dying for you every second
Make you mine is what I try!

A Thousand Words


Your heart thirsts for affection, You've been neglected for too long. It's time to pick up your shattered pieces, For you I compose this perfect love song. Listen closely to my gentle voice, Let the sound of love flow through your veins. Intertwine within my sanctuary of passion, Drive the insanity out, quench the pain. Let the smell of my cologne entangle you, Take my hand and we shall embrace forever. Love is only a 4-letter word to the world, But it's a thousand words when we're together

Crushing on You Silently


Everyday, When you're close to me... Everything about you... Is all i can see.... I don't know what kind of love spell.... You have put over me.. I am sitting behind you... Silently, crushing... Whenever you walk past... Here i go blushing... You make me hot.. Because I can feel my blood rushing... I am thinking about... What i want to do.... To you... Because silently... I'm sitting here crushing on you.

Sweet Moments


Sweet moments are made of affection- Between two person- With true feelings- And bothsides attraction. Sweet moments are made of love- Between two hearts- Which belong to you and me- Love that God has sent from above. Sweet moments are made of kisses Between two lips- Started by touching with your finger tips- Kisses that so wet,so deep and with sweetness. Sweet moments are made of passion Between man and woman- Through lust- And hot temptation. Sweet moments are made of togetherness Between two people Sharing thoughts Making sport Watching movies Sweet moments is always the best memories.

Just Being Me!


Everything started with a tease.. You and I suddenly make a difference Our hearts are being tested, Minds were conquered. We broke the rules of morality Continued to love each other though in a wrong way We believed in what we feel. And been praying to make it real. But the reality bothers everybody. for our vows reminded us the loyalty We have partners, so this is not meant to be Should I let you go or just be me? So hard to decide for everyone For my heart wanted to keep you for a long time. Yet fate continues to test me Now you're so far away. Why God sent you to me? And let me love you intensively. Is this a curse or a blessing to be? I love you and I'm just being me. We build our world together Wishing that it would last forever We tend not to be awaken Yet the situation threatens Too many things to consider So complictaed which made me wonder It seems impossible for us to be with each other But I'm just being me and that includes to love you forever!!

BeLiEvE Me...


I look into your soul
I could see my own
The pain that tortures you
Is the same I go through

Where have your dreams
That had gone astray?
Will the life you want to live
Comes to you what may?

Importance you give your friends
Do I deserve an ounce?
The lies you always hide
Haunting me around n around

Every step you take
Every smile you smile
Every dream you dream
I am always staying behind

SiLeNt LoVeR...


Silent lover i am
Loving you, don’t blame
Lonely tears like flame
Wretched being I became

Happiness for you I pray
Worshipping God, night & day
Worrying deep in my own way
Smiling face, you’ll see what may

Pool of tears I create everynight
Losing you, is my only fright
Holding you with me so tight
Don’t know if I’m wrong or right

Wonder where have I gone wrong
Building up, my love so strong
Wanting you all life along
This episode is like lullaby song

WiLl YoU lOvE mE iF i DiE...?


I often wonder the fact
If i die as a natural act
Will you cry for my depart?
Like I love you with all my heart

Sitting beside the creator
Looking down upon you
Praying for your happiness
Tho’ you live in the blues

Cherishing the times we had
Every minute & every day
Will you think like I do?
And still love me in your way

Love constructed for you
Becomes stronger as I go
Will you love me after death?
Is the doubt within me so!

WhEn U sAy U lOvE mE...


Why run away from my love?
Why trusting is never easy?
Being myself has been so tough
Faking smile I do for you freely

Hate myself for acting so
Natural act disappears more
Numerous dreams which came untrue
Not my fault, what can I do?

Artificial world that seems to me
Not knowing the real self me
Getting blurred with things around
But not the love I have for thee

Everything will turn perfect
Sun shining & smiling above you
Only my heartbeats remain so quick
When you say you love me true

MaGiC MoMeNtS...


One instance you are there, next you are nowhere
Witnessing your fade-out, torturing me everywhere
Burning tears are rolling down my hot cheeks
That’s the fact which frightens me for weeks

Rejoicing a few minutes, in my 24 hours
Cherishing the moments when you are with me
Magical passing times that I call it ours
With no regrets, when alone I have to be.

Is there a dream I can never make up?
Hoping that inside, you love me more
Understand I do, the silence you speak
Deeper and intense, my presence you bore

Living with thoughts you carve for me
New memories for you I can hardly see
Can’t live with fear each time you vanish
Destitute I become like an autumn tree

My PaIn Is ReAl...


My soul is mourning alive
My body is weakened gradually
My weeping eyes are burnt
Burning my desires slowly

My heart is fading into shapeless
My depression is growing strong
Never will my peace calmly rest
In trying not to prove me wrong

Alone I find myself more often
Even people present in same room
My eyes cried, yet they are dry
Fake smiles on my face bloomed

Hands shiver with pain inside
Running feet searching to hide
Disturbed mind never relaxed
A sign of broken heart inside

At LaSt I fOuNd YoU...


Every little thing you do
Makes me love you more
The little smile & little tears
Caused only by you, I know!

When you listen to me
My heart pounds so fast
When you assure me in pain
I wish this would always last

The way you hurt me often
I wished to die instantly
But when you come back
Made me feel heavenly

I always accept who you are
For being the natural you
Not for the way you love me
But for the way it is true

I lOvE u, ThE fAuLt Is YoUrS...


If heaven falls or hell rises?
Waves roar or wind blew?
Child cries or birds fight?
Don’t blame me for loving you

Your presence in my life
Is a gift I never asked
Your journeys in my dreams
The sleep I wish to ever last

All the envy I provoked
Developed by the innocent me
All the jealousy I evoked
Created by me unknowingly

Whatever happens, whoever dies
Remember it is never a lie
When each monsoon the rain pours
I love you, the fault is yours

CaN'T bEaR tHiS aNyMoRe...


On this chilly christmas eve
Biting cold freezing my bone
Shuffles my hair by cruel wind
Tears rushing down my cheeks are torn

Your promises those remain precious
Never left my mind a second
As time passes into years
Till the day my life ends

No sunshine and colors in my life
But a hollow exists in my heart
It can never be filled by your love
For we can never be same but apart

Yet I prefer the big round moon
That envelopes me when I’m feared
Fearing from the betrayal around
Where my love for you is bound

CoMpLeTe Me....


My heart is heavy with pain
Ignored by you again & again
Striving to prove myself here
How my love for you is crystal clear

One thing I never force myself
But happiness is what I get within
The unfold desires that crop up
When think of you inch by inch

My eyes closed as I lay down
The romantic smell of you I drown
The hot burning of your lips on mine
In you the ecstatic passion I found

My skin blossoms everyday
Waiting for the warmth of your breathe
The feminity in me erupts all way
Please complete me on your bed

WhO arE yOu?


When my dark nights are hollow
You were the only soul who walked-in
When my arms stretched out to you
You embraced me lovingly within

Whispering the sweet little nothings
When I bend my head to listen
You make me feel so very special
Do I deserve that much I felt?

My nights have turned out colorful
With things you make me dream
You melted my frozen heart
By your silver lightning’s beam

Not wanting my nights to dawn
Fearing you will disappear
With my love for you which shines
Leaving me in the ditch of fear

I hAvE tO bE sTrOnG...


Are wise words lingering me?
Telling me what’s right & wrong
But this heart of mine refuses
And prevents me from being strong

Despite of being captured in love
Considering this state of mind
Wondering why my love is so deep
As deep that makes me blind

There’s this hidden feeling
That always left me unknown
Not sparing this soft heart of mine
The day when this heart is blown

Struggling & battling my own tears
Those kill me slowly inside
Revealing the shocking truth
Bitter to swallow how much I tried

Love pains yet I love again
Hoping this grief will go away
Realizing I’ve lost nothing
When you show me a way

OnE dAy YoU'Ll CoMe In ReAl...


Tears falling burning my cheeks
Lonely soul crying out your name
Drenching the path to my heart
Where my love remains the same

Memories of you screaming aloud
Each time I set my eyes on your frame
Moments freeze out time stood still
When I feel nothing but pain

How long should i live like this?
Unknown where you lead me to
Only your words haunt me ever
All I have in this world is you

Hiding beneath the loads of miseries
Walking in boulevard of broken dreams
Losing myself in the ashes of time
But hoping one day you’ll come in real

U wErE bOrN fOr Me....


You are an illusion to me
A faceless lover you are to be
The gap that separates us
Approaches in vain without thee

Now that I found you
Still the vision I have is flu
Don’t know if you exist
My birth was never insisted

Right from nowhere in this planet
You made your entrance seen
Among the millions in the crowd
You captured my heart very keen

Every sunrise and sunset
My eyes open & close for you
Not knowing what’s in store
Except I'm yours forever thru'

I'Ll WalK wiTh U ForEveR...



Without any regret
I would die for you
If it is in your arms
I’d be blessed life thru’

Before closing my eyes
It’s your eyes I wish to see
If this wish comes true
Need not see heaven too!

Little little things I see
Make me love you more
Little little things you show
Crave for you much more

If our path is full of thorns
Stars above will guide us along
If my love for you is wrong
It will not survive this strong

Saturday, August 1, 2009

My Air Is You..


When i look up into the air
Your intense breathe blew my hair
I wait for those wonderful moments
The romantic times that I share

Looking into your deep eyes
I know I’m never wrong
The path I took was right
I will never travel alone

In you I confide my heart
With me it’s never in control
I don’t fear that it will distort
For it’s in the hand of my ideal role

I feel you in my thick blood
In nerves, veins & body which is bare
Internally you are in my breathe
Externally you are in my air

MakE thIs liFe As oUrS...


Protect me with your embrace
Tightly as no air to pass
Shower me with your love
Swirling me like a compass

Blow it cold to my wound
Bear me up when I fall
Comfort me with your warmth
Hold me close from all

Numb me from my pains
Clear those brutal doubts
Unconscious me from my past
Show what my future shouts

Capture me in your bosoms
Link my soul to yours
This should go on forever
Make this life as ours

I lOveYou WitH All My HeaRt...


In you I see so many things In you I dream all I think Of you my heart froze to snow By you my life becomes spring In you I feel falsely blessed For you I don’t want the rest With you I live my lonely day By you my soul becomes gay In you I see nothing the same By you I’m glowing with fame In you I confide my whole self With you I fly like sweet elf In you I breathe the air For you I’m ready to dare Of you I cry lonely tears With you no one I fear

My DivIne LoVe...


All my life forever
I want to stay by your side
You are my ultimate soul-mate
Like the moon goes as the star guides

If the Almighty let me live
To enjoy your share & your care
There’s nothing I cannot do
Even if I have to go anywhere

I’ll shadow your sunlit face
Will forever sooth your fear
I’ll color up your world
I’ll try to hold your tear

I’ll remind you life long
That my love is sincere and true
Till I breathe the very last
My divine love is you

You WilL nEveR uNdeRstAnD...


I don’t ever belong here
I’m so naive and clean
Those are my traces - then
Why are you so mean?

I smile broadly at everyone
But I cry within alone
I know I’m a good pretender
Right from my blood to my bone

Fear trembled me thru’ out
I shiver non-stop inside
But you always ask me why
I don’t ever know to cry

Not a truth I hear but lies
Lame excuses making me fine
But you can’t see one fact
For you I live and shine

WhAt Is My WorTh?


It seems to me you never cared When I need you, you are never there But each time I want to clear my doubt The contrary I get leads me nowhere Don’t I deserve to fulfill my queries? Is that so hard for you to bear? Why do I see only frowns on your face? As your lover, i feel this is unfair! All these occur for one reason I love you so much there’s no end But what I yearn is far from me In all my paths there’s a bend There’s no value, when your promises die I have no choice but lay down my words On my vast bed I can only cry Have to succumb, when my voice is unheard